Currently Listening Ocean Avenue By Yellowcard View From Heaven see related

So I am back to a posting an entry after so long and some may ask why I hadn't posted and the simple answer is cause I had nothing to post.

So I am sitting here on a tuesday night before my third day on 3C at mac ( for those who don't know 3C is a pediatric surgery ward) and I am completely not tired with my mind racing wild with thoughts on tomorrow. I don't know what it is, but I am always filled with the fear that there is something that I can handle and someones gonna get hurt because of me. This is kinda an irrational fear because I have been caught in these situations before, though I still get nervous about it. Despite these facts I really do like it there. The staff is good open to questions and the residents are pretty fun to cause it seems that we know more about different situations in patients then they do at times (my teacher says that it is common and to get used to their questions cause they don't go away because we always know the most about the patients). I've been asked to do more here then I have on any other ward so I have had to learn fast and its only week three.

I have also noticed my sleeping patterns have changed much over the last few weeks spending more time up at night even if I am not doing something import. I either just sit up awake and can't sleep or I move on to something for school thats way in the future.

To be honest I really don't know what to write on here most times. To be perfectily honest I will sit here some times since the last I posted and start to write about stuff and then stop and delete it all thinking no one will be interested in what I have written so I generally just stop and not bother with posting what ever I have just spent the time to write out. Lol does that not show a lack of confidence or what?

Anyways I am done and with my inability to really do this it will prolly be a while till I do it again.

Currently Listening Sing the Sorrow By A.F.I. Silver and Cold see related

Hmmmmmm Pet Peeve of the Day!

So you know what seems to really annoy me the fact that people who don't live in or around Hamilton when they either move to it for school or visit it think it is cool to call it the Hammer! Do they realize how stupid they sound using it? NO! But it is sooooooo annoying! How hard is it to simply say Hamilton? Why must they intentionally shorten names of places? Maybe thats what annoys me! Is it really that hard to say a full name? Why do people feel the need to give nicknames to places? Its not cool! Proper grammer is much more acceptable and far less confusing. Is it not? Well thats my complaint of the day. 

Currently Listening De-Loused in the Comatorium By The Mars Volta see related

No Stress School Year Start On The Way

So I am in the greatest mood ever right now because I have just saved my life because on thursday my lisence would have expired, BUT I official have passed my G test OH YAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!

Anyways I will post about the amazing week I had at campfire when I get pics from Sphig aka Mike S. so until then that is my awesome news for the day!

Currently Listening Talkin' Honky Blues By Buck 65 see related

Ummmmmmmm Hmmmmmmmmm I don't know lol. (Why do I need a title?)

Wow you know what it seems like I've become disconnected from anyone I know. (Well not everyone but almost anyone). So what's everyone up to anyways. Well thats basically all I wanted to say.

Oh ya on a lighter note I would appear to have torn some ligaments in my left ankle. It hurt but I'm okay lol I get used to shielding my ankle I've done it before for the right ankle.

Currently Listening Weezer (Green Album) By Weezer Islands In The Sun see related

Electives and the MOST IMPORTANT Birthday

Well I registered for my classes now its easy except for picking electives and I'm not sure if I'm fully happy with it but I guess I can still change them when the semester starts but of this monday I won't be able to change my courses until september. Oh thanks Sarah for "sending" me that one course code!

On a much better note today is my Opoe Sandink's 85th birthday which is amazing and I am thankful that God has kept her safe for so many years and I pray that He will always continue to keep her safe always. We had an open house and a big family dinner in celebration of her yesterday and you could see how happy she was having her entire family there with. Also I found out Piet H. my cousin will be a Teen 2 as well! (Now I know I'll have fun!!)